January 2010
when i look at you
when i look at you, i have no idea why i ever remotely liked you. you are a monster. you destroy whatever is distantly happy in your way. you sneer. you push people, including girls. you hate my best friend. now i look back and i think “what the hell were you thinking?”
i'm forgetting to remember to forget you
i can’t stand the chills your name brings me or the hills, i seem to have to cross to get a glimpse of you, that will set my heart a flutter.because i’m waiting and your hating on the world and all that’s left inside. i keep trying to hide; i cannot describe the hurt i get when you flirt. but it don’t mean a thing, not a damn thing. because i’m like your rag doll that...
i love this song so much, it’s actually...